comparison...why? i'm so fed up! ...compare to this person....compare with that person...compare this compare that...always compare me with other people....s/he is go0d in this , s/he 's go0d in that...how come you can't do this? how come you can't do that whereas other people can do it! why ? i'm not superwoman,ok? i'm human to0. i'm not perfect ...can't expect to go0d in everything. i'm just ordinary girl !!!!! ordinary girl !!!!!

i know i let you down. i disappointed you. i know you are unhappy and sad. just to tell you that i'm sad to0. i'm hurt to0. when i think i have let you down, i almost wanna cry. i feel so guilty. you know i don't even have the guts to tell you face-to-face. i was so afraid that when i saw your face expression, my heart will broke for one more time.