i was kinda overeact ... when i think it now , i feel that's not worth it ... this is so not me ... i don't know what happened to me .. what's wrong to me ? this is the question i asked myself recently ... i'm so fed up of hearing don't know ... whatever ... shui bian ... i'm tired of hearing ... can't they just give me some certain answer ... or maybe i'm just overeact again .. whatever ... no one cares anyway .. right ? who cares whether i'm overeact ... whether i'm sad or angry anot .. i'm nothing to anyone .. except for myself ... until now i stil don't know why i'm making it like a big deal ... maybe i cares about them .... but sadly i don't now ... sorry to say that .. but this is truth .. maybe i'm that kind of girl who don't hesitate to do anything .. what i want ... that's what i will do .. no regret .. cause i have consider it .. i will only doubt about one thing .. that's all ... end of story ...that's why i don't know how is this feel ... maybe you will say cause i 'm only child in my family ... sure you won't hesitate to do anything ... cause they will let you do that ... if this is really what you think ... that means you know nothing about me ... i wish i can get anything i want .. but that isn't gonna happen like that in my life .. i want it ... figure it out myself ..