
realise
Friday, February 20, 2009 @ 2/20/2009 12:57:00 AM
realizeHi , everyone .. I’m back .
First of all ..
Happy belated birthday to
my primary and secondary friend – Wong Chiu Ying
my coursemate - tan cho0n peng
- tan tick kiat
- chen jack sheng
sorry , I didn’t wish all of you during that day …
there have been a while I didn’t blog..
anyone miss me ?
I bet no one ..
These holiday really makes me realized many things …
And it kept reminding me that I’m just 19 ..
Have you ever try not being yourself in front of someone that you care ?
It feels suckx and terrible ..
Trying to hold back in front of them really a hard job for me ..
But I have to ..
Let everyone to worry about me really ..
But I always do that ..
Watching them so helpless and afraid ..
At that moment , I really feel that I’m so so so stupid idiot and useless ..
And the most terrible thing is they’re holding back to0 ..
Acting like nothing happened before after that..
Makes me feel more guilty ..
Until now I still have these feel of guilt
You know i rather get scolded or beat
Instead of comforting ..
Please forgive me ,
Forgive me for my careless ;
Forgive me for being 19 ;
Forgive me for my stupid;
Forgive me for being so immature ..
Well , it’s over .. just forget about it ..
wo0nyeE
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