so many things happened recently. i'm kinda impatient for the last few days. and i don't even know why . get mad quite easily. maybe because of stress ?i'm here to apologise if i really did something bad to you( if you ever read my blog) i'm not that active as usual. i tend to hold back . getting more and more quiet. who am i ??? i always ask myself. but until now i still can't find the answer. i'm lost.

i will not care about something that is non of my business . as i said : people want to die , why stop them ? let them die . tho i can't do it . but now i will make sure that i can do it . so don't blame me when something happened.

do u believe friendship forever ...? friendship is so fragile . once you mishandle it , everything is gone . we can't turn backward to alter those mistake that we made. friend is someone who can know that give advise or listen to your advise with open heart. well , that is totally bull shit !